1st April, 2010

Baby and I had a few arguments today.
It was quite rough :(

Thank you Baby for being so understanding in the afternoon.

At night,
I felt a little insecure.

But, to think back,
I know she loves me. She did so much for me, and I never once thank her before :(

I really wish to say "Thank you dear for what you had done for me, I LOVE YOU! <3"

Although I did doubt her a few times,
but its because I was worried and scared.
And its also because I love her.

But I always know I am wrong.
Because I can feel, I can feel the love.
The love that she gave me, the care, the concern,
the tears that she dropped for me,
it will stay in me forever.

There is something I really wish to say to her.

I don't need you to be the perfect girl, I want you to just be you. That's all I've ever wanted. When I say I love you, I literally mean you, Evon Tan, my dear.

I feel honoured to have a girlfriend like you, who'll suffer in silence just for an average guy like me. I love you, and that I can promise you without hesitation.

Remember our promise? We'll be together never letting each other go.

Get married one day, and have two kids.
Although I know its very very very painful to give birth, and you are afraid of the pain.
But because you know I love kids, you are willing to go through the pain, just for me, for us!
I'm touched. I'm really happy.

Baby, you had sacrificed so much,
and you are willing to sacrifice even more for me.
I know it deep in my heart, its just that I don't know what to say to thank you.
No words will ever be enough to thank you for how much you did for me.

I MISS HER! <3

Now to think of her, she wants me to sleep early every night!
I shall go sleep now!

Good Night diary, GOOD NIGHT DEAR! <3
Muacks! *Hope she can feels it while sleeping*

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With Loves~