31 July, 2010

Fiancée and me went out to vivo city today!!!

Really enjoyed talking and chatting with her!

We chatted throughout the day and it really calms me down from the exam stress I had.

And, she look beautiful today!!!

Managed to somehow convinced her to let me pay for her food when she kept pinching me after I paid it ;X

I knew that she was feeling cold today,
and I don't know if she realised it or not,
I kept holding her hands tightly and try to keep you under my arms to keep her warm.

You will have flu whenever you stay in an aircon room for too long.
And I really don't want that to happen.

I can be sick. But not you...

Send her home after that. Managed to reach on time (but we forgot to buy newspaper X.x )!!!
<3

However, at night before she slept, I asked some question which now I think back, its so not me.

I don't know if its because of the exam stress I had,
some how I just asked weird question!!! :(

I really wanted you to know I really trusted you.
And deep down, after all this time,
I know you will be able to feel it.

Just like what you said that time,
I speak without thinking.
And I really admit.
Not only I speak without thinking, I said things that is actually not what I'm really feeling and it hurts me so much because I know it hurt you :(

I have flaws, and I will correct and improve myself!

Sorry Fiancée!!! <3
I promise you I will improve my flaws!!!
And I will prove and show it to you, through this years we are going to go through.

It's not me that is like that. I believe its the exam stress and the problems in school which makes me this way.

I will do my best to:

1. Control my exam stress and learn to relax. (Thanks for calming me down all these while <3)

2. This will lead me to being able to think logically like how I normally always do!

3. Say things only when it really comes from my heart and not utter rubbish!
(Gosh I really act like a girl when I ask those question! Seriously something is wrong with me just now !)

Remember to tell me I have succeeded when you felt I had okay <3

I will do my best to be the guy you want me to be.

Fiancée, please understand and forgive me.
I'm sorry for making your night so bad :(

I didn't had the chance to say Good Night to you.
And here I am to tell you this,
Good Night Fiancée.
I really had fun with you today! <3
I hope you can hear this tonight and cheer you up.
Sweet dreams! <33

p.s: I have no idea what I'm talking about when I sent you those messages.
I was really anxious when I sent those.
I blogged this after I've calmed down and think this clearly over again.
<3

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9.35 pm

Fiancee gave me a call just now before she slept! :)

So glad that she actually called.

I love you, Fiancee! <3
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Twentieth July, 2010

7.20 pm

I can remember, very clearly,
we used to be very confident, that we will get married.

The promises we exchanged,
the kisses we gave,
the warm hugs we received,
the tears we shed,
and
the love we shared,
were the things we did, during this journey of ours.

We always put each other, on first priority.
Sacrificing for each other.
Though we had hurt each other once in a while,
but, we had never fail to forgive each other,
embracing each other, closer than ever.

Unconsciously or consciously, we know and we believed,
that we are the one for each other.


Do you still believe in this..?
Do you still have this faith..?
Do you still hold me at your top priority?

I do...

:(

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Eighteen July, 2010

I realised, I realised, I hurt my fiancee unknowingly.

All she did, was to shoulder all the hurt, by herself.

In the past, even when I recalled, I realised I did say some things which really hurts her a lot.

Fiancee, I really wouldn't want to lose you, and I can't lose you.

Life will be so meaningless without you. I really don't want to imagine it.
I will never want to let that happen, because I will never be able to bear the hurt of losing you.

So please, hold tight to my hand, forever.

You always asked me what I want for my birthday.
And you always wanted me to answer you seriously.

But the truth is, I really just wanted you, to be by my side always.
I just want your true heart.
I know I have it, but I want it forever.
I want your heart, to keep beating with mine.
I want you to be right beside me always, never leaving me.

I was so touched, when you told me that I have it.

This will be the best present I can ever have...

No matter how many misunderstandings we faced,
no matter what obstacles we faced,
you will never ever let go of my hand,
or drift away from me, moving to other people.

Just this, just this present alone is more than enough...

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Seventeen July, 2010

It's Saturday and Fiancee came to my house today!!!

So happy can! ;D

Though we didn't go out, I really had fun today!

Went to gym with her today.
Thinking back at the way she ran just make me laugh! haha!
She is so cute can! lol!


Loving you is just so amazing <3

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Fifteen July, 2010

I was feeling so down and luckily Fiancee is there, for me.

Thank you <3

However, I was shocked.
But I am even more worried, that my worst fear will come true.

I promise you , Fiancee, that I will do my best, to give that feeling back to you.

Although I might be tired sometimes,
I might be stress,
I might be feeling upset,
but You are there, always there for me.

I hope is just this moment, when the feelings is really off.
Just for this night...

I wish, everything will be fine tomorrow :(
But, I will definitely do my best, even if it means to sacrifice,
I WILL, I promise!

We may have some problems now, but remember the promise we had last time.
No matter what happened, we will stay together, hand in hand, and pull through together.

Lastly, I love you <3

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Fiancee, I don't wish for anything.
All I want, is just YOU...

I will never leave you, unless the day I leave the earth... I SWEAR!
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Ninth July, 2010

HAPPY 6 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY MY FIANCEE!!!

ITS HALF A YEAR!!! HALF A YEAR!!!

Met baby after school!

Baby came to my house! ;D
AND AND she surprised me with a present!
Gosh! Its super nice can!!!

Currently staring at our picture.
Her smile is just so sweet!! ;X

And Something interesting...
She finds my massage chair a torture ;X
Oh well, shall do manual massage for you next time kay? haha!

Went with Fiancee to Raffles City as I planned to buy an Adidas Jacket for her!

Weather was super hot.
*stare at Fiancee face*

I knew that if I walk under this kind of weather, she will be super pissed off. haha!
So I decided to take taxi ;X

Went there and realised that the Adidas shop had already shifted to Illuma.

Proceeded to Illuma and yes!
Fiancee saw a beautiful jacket that suits her!

And there goes her 6 mths annivesary present!!! ;P

By the way, Baby accidentally cut my hand. And she is feeling super guilty over it >.<

Don't need guilty kay :) I'm okay my dear! <3
Dont worry.
Felt so touched when I know she is so concerned >.<
I love you, Fiancee! <3

We went to VivoCity after that to eat!
I love the food in that particular hong kong cafe.
It's nice okay! ;X

I really had an enjoyable and memorable day with Fiancee!!!

I'm currently looking at the photo in the photo holder dear bought for me.
Seriously Imba.
Just looking at the picture and I'm missing her like mad!!!

Fiancee, your smile so sweet after I melt how? >.<

And I MISS YOU BADLY!!!

Lastly, HAPPY 6 MONTH ANNIVERSARY ONCE AGAIN, My Fiancee!
We still have a long sweet journey to go :)

Along the journey,
Whether we are strolling along the beach,
whether it's a roller coaster
or even if there's a storm,
Just hold on tight to my hand, lean on me, and
NEVER let go! <3 :)

I LOVE YOU, Fiancee! <3

Muacks! <3

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