Twenty Sixth April, 2010

It's very late now and I shall sleep soon! ;X

I've decided to share this entire diary with my precious laopo so we could have a shared diary! ;D

This entry shall be a short short one as I should be sleeping now! ;X

Good Night!

I miss you, laopo! <3

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Twenty Fifth April, 2010

It's 1.20am now and I'm still not sleeping ;X

I revised some of my homework until I lost track of time...

I went out with my precious laopo today!!!

Laopo go queenstown shopping centre with me to buy my sports shoes!
Everytime I want to buy something, she is always there choosing for me!
Thanks laopo, thanks!

She is always there, sweetly caring for me! <3
Talking about sweet, I must talk about this!

Laopo and I were walking to SPGG the other day.
I was sweating badly!
She just took out a tissue paper and wiped off my sweat!
I was shocked. Didn't know what to say ;X
So sweet of her!!! Just like we are married and she is wiping off my sweat <3

My muscles teared due to the gym training.
She didnt once stop caring about me,
always asking me how's my arm, massaging my arm for me.

I was really touched >.< <3

Every moment spent with her are always so wonderful.

It will be so good if I could see her every second, every minute, everyday, beside me.

However, I can always feel her in my heart,
keeping my heart thumping with life,
filling the emptiness within me.

I MISS YOU, LAOPO!!!

Muacks! <3

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Twelve April 2010,

Its the first day of my SP orientation.

My shoulder hurts badly, feeling very numb,
but nothing could be as painful as seeing my precious gal crying right in front of me.
For the first time, the first time in my life, I saw someone I loved so much,
crying right in front of me.

At that point of time, I was asking myself,
what have I done?
Instead of letting her feel comfortable, I hurt her instead!

I woke up early in the morning,
just so that I could send you to school,
accompany you there to your new environment,
allow you to feel more relax,
and most importantly, just to see you.

I told you I forgot to take my breakfast, so that you wouldn't worry about me.
But the truth is I skipped my breakfast, so that I could reach on time,
just to send you from woodlands to your school.

In the morning, I ran all the way, from my home to the mrt, empty stomach.
I had not ran for a long time, and empty stomach makes it worse.
But I didn't stop, and I continue to run, just to be there on time,
to see you.

I got into the train, felt like vomitting.
But when I see you, I talked to you.
I gave you a smile, so that you will not worry about me,
as you are already feeling quite nervous to go to a new school.

Do you know I vomitted after I send you in to your school gate?
I didn't want to say, because again, I don't want you to worry.

In school, yes, there are quite a lot of girls who are good looking.
But for the first in my life, I didn't even bother about them.
All I could think of is you.

I'm sorry for hurting you when I send you home.
I didn't managed to give you a smile after a long tiring day.

But I just want you to know, I love you a lot...

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Ninth April, 2010

First of ALL,

HAPPY 3rd month laopo! <3

Our 1st month,

we had many many fun times together. But little arguments here and there too! LOL!

However, the little arguments enable us to understand each other even more ;D

I still remembered I gave her a rose. And she was super shy after that! LOL!

The face so cute can! XD


Our 2nd month,

It was the first time in my life I ever made something for a girl.
I was having a back ache, and I just continue baking the cookie without fail !!!

Tried to hide from laopo and gave her a surprise! XD Hehe.

When she learned that my back was still aching, she gave me a back body massage!
So sweet of her!!! Thanks laopo!!! <3

After her massage, the ache got much much better !!! (Next time must help me massage more kay ;X)

Our 3rd month,

3 words for you laopo, I love you!

Laopo, being together with you always bring me so much happiness.

And yes, a ring for laopo and me!!! ;D

As I always said, although it really cost me a lot,
and I have to save now, eating less nice food ;X
but, its worth it, for you, for us!!!

The massage you gave me,
the care and concern you had for me,
the tears you dripped for me,
the smile you gave me (smile until your mouth cramp. LOL)

it is just so sweet! Just like we are already married!!!

I think about it every night before I sleep, to comfort my self knowing that one day this will happen again. I love that feeling, I love that experience, I love that atmosphere but most importantly, I love you.

Laopo, I've said the words I love you so many times. I know each time I say it the effects get lesser and lesser but I assure you, my love for you isn't dwindling, it's growing. Thanks for the time you spent with me. For listening to my endless complaints, for listening to my cries. You may not mean much to the world but you mean the world to me.

You're my laopo and I'm your aiai. I love you laopo, and my heart cries out "I need you to fill this hole in me". May our love grow stronger! <3


Hold my hand, and let's write the rest of our story together, never letting go! <3

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1st April, 2010

Baby and I had a few arguments today.
It was quite rough :(

Thank you Baby for being so understanding in the afternoon.

At night,
I felt a little insecure.

But, to think back,
I know she loves me. She did so much for me, and I never once thank her before :(

I really wish to say "Thank you dear for what you had done for me, I LOVE YOU! <3"

Although I did doubt her a few times,
but its because I was worried and scared.
And its also because I love her.

But I always know I am wrong.
Because I can feel, I can feel the love.
The love that she gave me, the care, the concern,
the tears that she dropped for me,
it will stay in me forever.

There is something I really wish to say to her.

I don't need you to be the perfect girl, I want you to just be you. That's all I've ever wanted. When I say I love you, I literally mean you, Evon Tan, my dear.

I feel honoured to have a girlfriend like you, who'll suffer in silence just for an average guy like me. I love you, and that I can promise you without hesitation.

Remember our promise? We'll be together never letting each other go.

Get married one day, and have two kids.
Although I know its very very very painful to give birth, and you are afraid of the pain.
But because you know I love kids, you are willing to go through the pain, just for me, for us!
I'm touched. I'm really happy.

Baby, you had sacrificed so much,
and you are willing to sacrifice even more for me.
I know it deep in my heart, its just that I don't know what to say to thank you.
No words will ever be enough to thank you for how much you did for me.

I MISS HER! <3

Now to think of her, she wants me to sleep early every night!
I shall go sleep now!

Good Night diary, GOOD NIGHT DEAR! <3
Muacks! *Hope she can feels it while sleeping*

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